So I have been contemplating writing this post because I don't want to face this reality. I don't want to even digest this as an option even though its the right thing to do.
I have had to do the worst (well, not really) thing in wedding planning history and change my date. I have decided to change it due to promises that have to be fulfilled, indecisiveness and not being where I want to be in the planning process.
My husband promised our children a Disney World Trip next summer and I cannot even fathom paying for Disney AND a renewal at the same time. It would be totally selfish of me to tell my children "You have to wait until Mommy and Daddy have their wedding renewal to go to the most magical place on Earth!" Also, there are so many open-ended projects and decisions that need making to make this day come together as I would want it to. I have been to TOO many weddings (or events for that matter) that look as if they were just thrown together to let that be my day! We are paying for this, so it's going to be everything that I have wanted and more!
